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Thursday, April 13, 2006

it has been a long time since i blog.. terribly long.. i getting lazy to blog.. bah~ yet so many things have happen.. but i either dun have to time or the effort to blog it down.. this blog is almost non existent.. hmmmZ.. almost to the point where pple dun visit anymore.. haha~ i dun even visit my own blog..

hmmmZ.. one month has past since i blog.. well.. nth much have happen.. JUN went to paris.. so sad.. but she coming back.. soon.. actually is tomolo.. let see.. i worked.. kinda worked lah.. got a 100.. i trying to save money.. but failing badly again.. too much comics to buy.. i have not gone shopping in a long time.. bah~ i need clothes.. lala~

hmmmZ.. there was youth appreciation night.. at momo.. was it momo.. i can't really remember.. but skipped tt.. JUN not around.. PJ working.. and i have Von's birthday to celebrate.. so yupe.. hmmmZ.. wat else?? oh yah.. sch been busy.. though it has not started.. involve in the orientation on week zero.. so yupe.. had synergy leaders camp.. haha~ being in prog com is so much fun.. can do anything anytime anywhere.. lala~ cluedo was fun.. but night walk was even better.. super funny.. haha~

then there was samantha's chalet.. lala~ so fun.. mahjong.. though i can't really remember how to play.. lala~ and guess wat.. tammy from nyp.. was having chalet too.. we were in no. 3.. she was in no. 5.. wth right.. having meetings in sch.. so sianZ.. next whole week got to go back.. haha~

watching this nice anime recently.. called soukyuu no fafner.. haha.. it is quite a sad anime.. has no ended yet though.. but can tell is is sad anime.. lala~ but i like it.. haha.. the opening song is super nice.. called shangri-la.. hurr~

my.. long post..
telling u the turth.. this holiday has been a kinda sad one though.. pple drifiting in and out.. is kinda hard to tell wat reality and wat is not.. it is sad tt pple i m close to drift away.. and pple i dun really know drift even further.. but yet.. there have been happy moments.. made new friends.. but.. they cannot replace one another.. maybe it was partialy my fault.. geting caught up with school and other stuff.. it is hard to tell.. i think i m escaping reality again.. i always do.. i not a strong person.. my make believe worlds and friends is wat i think i will always have.. therefore.. i always run away.. from the truth tt this reality brings down onto me.. i jus a simple girl.. yet sometimes it fells like the weight of the world is on my shoulders.. but i guess i think too much.. it is not like i saving the world.. haha.. i jus hope tt i can make everyone smile.. in the end.. i jus tt carefree person everyone belives i m.. but no one is carefree.. but it is always easier to put on a smile and run away then to face the world.. i hope someone will come and bring me away.. for i m far too weak to go away and stand on my own..
my secret confession..

4:20 PM